I always say to myself,
I don’t need people by my side,
I don’t need anyone watch over me,
I don’t need good friend to help me,
I don’t need an older brother to think of me,
I don’t need all this people to concern about me.

I’m always alone,
I never want to talk once,
Being quite is an absolute defense for me,
I don’t need to bother others with such silly thing,
Why should you bother others if you could do it yourself,
I had the power to order,
But for what purpose,
I don’t have the desire to power to begin with,
I don’t need other people by my side.

I’m always alone,
I always watch others,
Why does people be friendly,
Are they weak?
Don’t they have the strength to do it themselves?
Don’t they feel bothered with many people around them?
Don’t they treasure their privacy?
Or did they wear a mask to befriend others?
What profit did they get form others?
Money? Power? Rank? Popularity? Pleasure?

I’m always alone,
I always say to myself,
You’re born alone,
You’ll die alone,
why not spend your life alone?
Can you bring others with you when you die?
Do they care about you when you sick?
Do they help you when you are in trouble?
Does a good friend really needed in this life?

I’m always alone,
Even though I had family,
I keep myself away from them,
I do thing myself,
I care only myself,
I don’t need them to help me.

Then I realize,
Even though I depend on myself,
I need others too,
Who else care for you if not your family,
Who else comfort you if not your friend,
Who else help you if not Allah,
So I said to myself,
You’re not alone in this world,
It is me who keep myself alone from others,

So I open the windows of my heart,
I open the door of my mind,
I unlock the feeling of happiness and joy,
Along with the feeling of caring and loving,
So that I can help others,
So that I can be like others,
So that I can change my mind set,
That Allah create us human being not 100% perfect,
And with others and you helping each other,
We’re almost perfect.